itsUnotME 9/30

geez

this bytes

that stuff I shared
with you,
with fine printed
promise
of safe care,
what happened?

time
and time
again
I find bits of me

everywhere.

a favourite restaurant
a song
a selfie
a video
a mention
a like,
so-so small
pieces
of
me
scattered.

all found,
in places-
now out of place
from where they should be.
surprises abound
in
the
sidebar –
howd FB know my
shoe size?
that was shared
with IG…

time for us
both
to
grow up,
move out,
move on.

cause

snaps
of
me, are
falling from
my identity
like leaves
after colours change
as
something you wanted,
not now though.
more
like
some things
you
flaunted.

I know, I know
I signed up for this
and really,
you bring up
the fine print
once in
awhile
like I should
be okay
to sign on again
to
these terms
of
agreement.

but
what you
never
got
is that

its the forgetting
that hurts,
the secret words
the sacred spaces
the special moments

me and you
you and me
bound
by posted
memories
those still in my
head
are mine
and real
right?
I can leave
with
them
right?

prob not
without
fight

though.

post-post-memories
are just pieces
disconnected
disorganized
dis post portionate
to
my profile
and
my
portfolio.

next time,
next time
it will be
different
I will
share with care
maybe be a
server for
myself
and
instead of
just taking
everything
for granted
I will grant
only
with care.

you know

breaking up like this
is easy,
finding
all
of my pieces,

not so much.

[if ya missed it, see part one – itsMEnotU]

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